omg. cody has a blog.

I was talking to one of my guy friends I’ve been getting along really well with lately tonight at the bar. Turns out he still thought I was straight somehow despite all of my other friends in that circle knowing otherwise. So he was all “seeing any girls lately?” and I was all subtly trying to ease into the shocking revelation “I could tell you but then I’d have to kill you” and him all like “c’mon man. Just tell me” and I’m all like “I’m actually taking a vow of chastity right now” and he’s all like “fag” and I’m all like “that too” and he’s all like “actually?” and I’m all like “Yeah actually” and he shifts away which could of been taken as a joke but then follows up with “I think I’ll scope the area for a bit”. And he gets up and leaves. I don’t see him again for almost an hour.

So yeah. Remember that time where I didn’t have a bad coming out experience? I might have just had one. 

I tried talking to him later in the night to be like “are we still cool? You sorta ran away as soon as I told you that thing” and he just responded “what? Man I’m so drunk right now” and nothing else was said about it. 

So he either was really drunk and that’s why he was weird or he’s just avoiding the subject entirely. Regardless, I feel like it’s something I need to clear up with him the next time we talk.

But it all sort of boggles my mind because someone told me that he told someone he thought he might be gay. We always talk so it would make sense. And even tonight before I told him that, he said stuff along the lines of “You’re my favourite person to talk to on facebook” and “I need to cook for you sometime”. Let’s just see how things pan out I guess.